Greetings everybody,
For the second time in my life in the computer age, I had a hard drive crash yesterday. I also had a very busy day yesterday. So I didn’t write or send out a devotion yesterday or today. I’m still trying to piece things back together on my computer. The cost of installing a new harddrive isn’t measured in dollars (it was under warranty and therefore free) but in the loss of data that I thought was being regularly backed up.
I thought that my automatic backup system was automatically backing everything up. I thought wrong. It turns out that it was backing up data but it wasn’t backing up the software programs that I use to create the data. And, evidently, what I think is really valuable data – like all of the photographs and music – wasn’t valuable enough to be included in the backup process. Undoubtedly, that is a user error. I must not have clicked something that I otherwise should have clicked to be backing everything up.
I also lost my organization plan with all of the email traffic that crosses my desk or starts with my fingers. I had a very elaborate system to keep track of everything. That is all gone.
I’m telling you all of this to explain why the daily devotion schedule that I hoped to follow through Holy Week won’t happen. Until I get my computer back up and reasonably useful, I won’t be using it.
And I’m telling you THAT because I think I see the message I need to be seeing this Holy Week.
The “system” killed Jesus. The harddrive of the worldly powers that be – the church, the government and the crowd – thought that Jesus was a virus come to wreak havoc on the whole. He needed to be erased to keep the system going. But in fact Jesus wasn’t a virus but an entirely different operating system. the original operating system.
Two days ago I thought my computer was running a little slow but basically was functioning as well as I needed it to function. Come to find out that I was wrong. It was on its last legs. Now I have a brand new harddrive and I have to start many things over again. Some of what I had still remains. Some seems gone for now. But clearly, although there are adjustments to be made, I’m in a better place today than I was yesterday.
That is my hope for our common Holy Week. I pray that somehow we might come to know this weekend that the systems that control our lives are not foolproof. We aren’t either. And sometimes something has to crash before things get better. I pray that the right things crash in your life that there might be room for something brand new to be born in you by the power of the Holy Spirit.
Happy Easter. See you Monday.
Kerry